I just realised that I weigh the same as I did 3 months ago! I was down a few pounds and then gained them back. So I am still 135. I'll admit I haven't been as motivated - just more along the lines of content. I suppose its good to give my body a break.
Obviously, lately I've been motivated again. Its kind of scary - getting this close to my goal. I haven't been this weight since I was in college. I'd really like to get to my highschool weight - which is in my healthy weight range. I realise that getting rid of this last 20lbs is going to be a fight to the death. I suppose the running will be a good start to getting it off.
I have to be honest...I have doubts about weather or not I can keep it off once I get there. I need to work on the doubts - I know I'll never do it if I don't believe in myself.