Last night I went to bed wondering "Who Am I?".
The one thing I did this week was have dinner with Sandi and her kids. Even then, the meal was quick, interrupted constantly, censored and I left early even though it was a Saturday night. Alright! I did split a beer with Sandi - you got me there.
Everything I do revolves around the house and kids. The weekends are TOUGH! Trying to keep Wyatt busy while getting my chores done and feed Kathryn every 2-3hrs.
The only thing I have that is JUST about me is my diet. If I only have 1 thing then I owe it to myself to do it right - I deserve it.
I don't know how I can possibly do another deployment after this one is finished. I really don't.
You NEED to call me when you have time!! We NEED to talk! I wish we were together so that we can go through this together!! I feel the same way most of the time... At least you have your job to help you feel accomplished!! That's yours too!! Maybe it's what life is like when you're adjusting to 2 children? It has to get better, right?? I can't imagine doing it without Eric... I'll soon know how you feel bc Andrew is about to start traveling ALOT. It won't be nearly the same as a deployment but he'll still be gone for weeks at a time. Not the same, I know...
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